Another Chance.

So I got what I wanted...Another chance at beating Sonoma State. When I read that email, i was so exstatic that it had happened....its basically what i had been hoping for. I didn't think we'd see them again until conference championships, and i did NOT want to wait that long. My adrenaline has been pumping and i'm ready for it again...and i want it even more this time. I want this win. I want to play so hard that i can bearly breathe after the game. my mindset is success...and the only way that success will be fulfilled is with a win...failure is not an option at this point....yea i'm getting intense but its gonna take some intensity to kill these girls. Lets do it.

So this past week i've been sick, and whenever i'm sick, it makes me miss home so much. I miss my mom and my dad being there to take care of me and giving me hugs and making me feel better. its not so much even the things that they do, its just the environment that they create, its so soothing and relaxing and it can't help but make someone feel better. Talking to them on the phone helps a little bit, but it will never be the same as being there with them. I love my family so much and i miss them a lot....im glad i get to see them again soon.

Isn't it crazy how a person can randomly pop back into your life and have a huge effect on it? I hadn't talked to this homeboy from high school in about a year, and then he found me on facebook/myspace, and we started talking. We exchanged numbers and ended up texting back and forth for about 4 hours. Crazy right? and it was just bland conversation, it was good catching up and good talk conversation. I never realized how much I missed him until i started talking to him again, and i think i'm really excited that he's back in my life. Its gonna be fun!

Me and Drew started our "deep thought notebooks". I know riles knows what im talking about, but for you others, me and drew had a really good talk about a week ago, and it was just a deep talk, and we decided that we were going to get notebooks and keep them with us, and whenever we have a good thought, we're going to write it down. Our goal eventually is to put all these thoughts into a book. The book will be called "Life" by Kellie Koorndyk and Andrew Castro....its going to be a best seller. We're going to go on tour with it, and luda will perform at bookstores across the country to help us promote it. haha. but on the real, i guess its kind of like this blogging thing somewhat right? its kind of like a way to express and reflect on things that are in our heads. I think its gonna be fun. Oh...ps. we decorated them, mine has tupac and t.i. on it...his has a beach...thats quite comical. hahaha.

Well this has been a random all over the place blog, but its been good. Love you girls!! :)

Deuces.

"If hard work pays off then easy work is worthless." -Nelly "Heart of a Champion"