Tupac is just so lyrical....

so my friends have been gettin deep lately n relatin it to music....so im gonna jump in on that a little bit. Basically, songs do define the mood...for example, if im feelin kind of pissed off or angry, i'm gonna listen to DMX cuz he just kind of yells at me in his music (but in a good way). if im feelin a little down or feelin a little emotional, i'll but on some slow jamz or some kanye, but what i've noticed over the past couple years is that no matter what kind of mood i'm in, Tupac can always match it. the phrase "Tupac is just so lyrical...it's like he speeeaks to me" is a phrase that came out when i was a little intoxicated, but its a true fact. He doesn't just rap random nonsense, he is constantly telling a story, he is talking about his life. Everything from Never Had A Friend Like me to Hail Mary to To Live and Die in L.A. to Thugs Mansion....it always works. Lately i've noticed that T.I. has had the same effect on me...is T.I. becoming the new Tupac (obviously no one can match Tupac...but as far as being able to match my mood with his music). Maybe? It seems like he has a song for every mood...Better Day to No Matter What to Bring Em Out to On Top Of The World...it jsut always works.

Music can make or break a day. Those days when you are just lookin thru your ipod at 300 different songs and nothing seeems to fit, those days always seem to be bad days, just days where nothin. If you're having one of those days, i suggest you listen to a little Tupac...it can really make the day better. Thats what i've come to see. And if you don't have any Tupac in your musical collection, just let me know n i'll hook u up with a few of my fav jams.

"I'm down for you so ride wit me, my enemies yo enemies, cuz you ain't never had a friend like me."

Deuces Out.

The good people I have in my life def. outweight the shady ones...

So i woke up today in a really weird mood, it was a mood of reflection n of tryin to figure out who i can really depend on when i need someone. Maybe i give my trust up a little to easily? maybe i confide in people a little too quickly...i dont know...ive been betrayed more than once, but then there is the handful of people that have always had my back n can always make me smile no matter what. some of these peope have been around for awhile n some of them are really new in my life...but they all have my back n they all have been there when i needed them.

The handful of polo girls that i do kick it with know more about my life than most other people. they know the goods n the bads n they know who i am n they accept me for that. they know that im a gangsta white girl, i listen to rap, i love tupac, i wear bandanas, i sag my sweats, i carry myself with a certain swag n they know that to an extent its just for fun, but i feel like even if thats how i was 24/7 they still wouldnt care. they have also been there when i have made some not so great decisions in my life, they have been there the mornings after when im like oh fuck, what the hell did i do last night? have they ever once judged me? i dont think they have....cuz they have all been there and they know that i would never judge them either. when stupid guys fuck wit the head, they are always there too...they listen n they give me advice n they listen to me vent regardless of how dumb i sound...there is always one dude who has been there lately that has helped me out a lot n hes been up front with me n straight up honest with me even tho he knows it hurt, n how can u respect someone more than that? this kid is new in my life, but hes like a bro to me n i love him too n i know hes there for me to...i loooove them all for that n i hope that they know im always here for them too n i hope that they all know that. N when it comes to polo, they accept me for that as well, they accept me making mistakes in games and in practices, they know how to pick me up n make me shake ish off.

basically there is this handful of girls in my life that are always there for me, they always have been when i've needed them the most n i know that they always will be for me. basically these girls will outweigh any shady girls in my life, the few girls that have stabbed me in the back n done shady things, they aren't worth it anymore, they arent worth trippin about, ima just worry about these girls that i loooove.

keep ya head up.

"Nothin but peace, love, and street passion....every ghetto needs a Thugs Mansion"

Deuces.

I have this friend named nikki...but i can call her DRE.

So dre told me that this would be a good way for me to vent...as i go through my days, certain people just wanna piss me off...its not fun...n instead of yelling n losin my mind...ima just vent in this ish. Yes...i'm a thug n i will type like i am fo sho!!

Let's start this ish off with people who don't have any self respect. These peope really bug me cuz they are super legit to ur face, but u betta just watch out cuz the second u turn ur back, they will be on it. These people know what they are doin n they kno that it isnt right, but they continue to do it anyway!!!! how can u kno wat u doin is so effed up but continue to do it anyway! does it not phase u that people see u as a joke!? i dont respect anyone who can't respect themselves...plain n simple.
N when u are shady behind mah back...just don't even try anymore homie...just give up!
"If you ain't no ten to me or friend to me...bitch, don't pretend to be."

hey i could go on about the venting for awhile, but we'll leave it at this for now. Basically the cool kids in my life outweight the uncool kids...n when i get to roll wit cool kids like dre, riles badass, jam master j, kt, and alex...life is pretty good.....sooo yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Dueces out.