The good people I have in my life def. outweight the shady ones...

So i woke up today in a really weird mood, it was a mood of reflection n of tryin to figure out who i can really depend on when i need someone. Maybe i give my trust up a little to easily? maybe i confide in people a little too quickly...i dont know...ive been betrayed more than once, but then there is the handful of people that have always had my back n can always make me smile no matter what. some of these peope have been around for awhile n some of them are really new in my life...but they all have my back n they all have been there when i needed them.

The handful of polo girls that i do kick it with know more about my life than most other people. they know the goods n the bads n they know who i am n they accept me for that. they know that im a gangsta white girl, i listen to rap, i love tupac, i wear bandanas, i sag my sweats, i carry myself with a certain swag n they know that to an extent its just for fun, but i feel like even if thats how i was 24/7 they still wouldnt care. they have also been there when i have made some not so great decisions in my life, they have been there the mornings after when im like oh fuck, what the hell did i do last night? have they ever once judged me? i dont think they have....cuz they have all been there and they know that i would never judge them either. when stupid guys fuck wit the head, they are always there too...they listen n they give me advice n they listen to me vent regardless of how dumb i sound...there is always one dude who has been there lately that has helped me out a lot n hes been up front with me n straight up honest with me even tho he knows it hurt, n how can u respect someone more than that? this kid is new in my life, but hes like a bro to me n i love him too n i know hes there for me to...i loooove them all for that n i hope that they know im always here for them too n i hope that they all know that. N when it comes to polo, they accept me for that as well, they accept me making mistakes in games and in practices, they know how to pick me up n make me shake ish off.

basically there is this handful of girls in my life that are always there for me, they always have been when i've needed them the most n i know that they always will be for me. basically these girls will outweigh any shady girls in my life, the few girls that have stabbed me in the back n done shady things, they aren't worth it anymore, they arent worth trippin about, ima just worry about these girls that i loooove.

keep ya head up.

"Nothin but peace, love, and street passion....every ghetto needs a Thugs Mansion"

Deuces.